two for all of time and eternity

although i may be alone i am never alone because i have my children in my heart. this is Nic and his new wife Katie, me and Tyler, the only one missing is Camren. Katie was the most beautiful bride.

holiday for four

it's been so long... he hasn't changed. it's Thanksgiving day and two days ago he announced that he was flying to his daughters house in New Mexico and i wasn't invited. so for me it's deli turkey with my Great Dane and two cats... i'm thinking that they are better company today. i will be fine.

7:40pm Shopgirl

it's another evening without him and i'm watching shopgirl (tv version) and i'm missing him even more. wondering constantly. pondering always. hurting continually. wanting. will i ever be the same.

4-11-07

It was confirmed today... O'Neill has bone cancer. I have cried and cried and he's not even gone. I will enjoy him each moment i have with him, and drink in every memory that i have with him. He is snoring like crazy, perfectly nestled in the chaise (sp) behind me. He is perfect.

over 1 year

i found this morning that i started this

1 year ago

funny

i feels like a life time

she's snoreing like a lumberjack

she's almost not here any more

this is who she was