the first, second one

i am the second child, and was treated like the first one. ya know, how the first child is the one that the parents get used to parenting on. this makes for a very interesting birth order conundrum... where does that put me?
after 47 years, i think that i have figured it out. in the drivers seat!!!
who am i kidding, who knows. i just wanted an outlet for feelings and thoughts.